She hadn't considered as she hadn't existed, though her plane of existence was existent enough to consider [he hated that she died].

She hadn’t decided as she hadn’t existed, though her decisions were realized through her spiritual subsistence, having been granted and immediately rescinded based on her plane of resistant existence [he hated that she died]. 

She hadn’t emerged as she hadn’t existed though her mind had been granted the will to persist on a plane that was even enough to exist through a time which not all were gifted the gist. An everlasting story of higher subsistence, proving consistence via nonexistent depth of persistence provided by an inconsistent beat of existence [he hated that she died]. 

In her memory [she] invites tomorrow, for [she] didn’t hate that she died as [she] eternally accepted her sacred and ever weight-bearing cataclysmic inconsistency of being existent. 

[She loved that she lived as she holds her existence and she infinitely feels her persistence, though she never disregarded her peaceful nonexistence.] 

IN SPIRITUAL MEMORY OF EPIPHANY S.M.